Holidays

As happy as the holidays make me, I tend to get sad as well. I’ve been single for the past 2 years, so thats 2 years of not being able to cuddle with someone on a cold night with a movie on, 2 years of not going ice skating, decorating christmas tree’s, and going to christmas in the park with. Everyone always tells me that the holidays isn’t even about having a significant other, but with my family instead. It kind of is, but we’re not very festive, so having someone here would be nice. Just a month and a half til new years..then hopefully, I can start new and put this all negativity aside. 

And Janelle, if you’re reading this… I know I have you this holiday season, so dont think twice about not doing any of these things with me <3

Im just being a total girl right now.