January 2012
10 posts
"If you can change your mind, you can change your...
daleezy:
—William James (via Positivity)
I love you San Jose, but I need to get the fuck...
d0nnnnnn:
AMEN!
Science
Since grade school, matter was defined as anything that occupied space. I am so grateful to those who matter to me. The ones that take up all my time and engery surely is worth it at the end of the day.
Mind over matter, because if I don’t mind then you don’t matter. Truth hurts doesn’t it? I have changed so drastically over this half year. I always tell myself this, but I guess...
I promised myself I wouldn’t let this get to me. As you can tell in my past blogs, I was trying to be broad about this whole situation. I was trying to put all this in a general perspective, but now, I have no choice. This is some childish shit you’re pulling.
After getting to know you for about a month, I can say, everything went pretty smooth. I admit, I had my guard up high about...
Epic
Sidenote first: I love that I’ve been blogging a lot more.
Anyways, prior to my last encounter of being involved with someone, I almost lost a big part of me that I didn’t want to let go in the first place. I ALMOST sacrificed an epic lifestyle I fell in love with just because he didn’t like it. If I must say it, it is the “rave game”. I know this scene is greatly...
Better
“When one door closes, another opens”
This line is so relevant at the moment. It truly amazes me as to how life works. I know we are the ones that make the decisions that guide us through life, but sometimes, you just have to go with the flow. I never really restricted myself from anything I wasn’t comfortable with, but it hit me. I almost changed myself for someone who...
December 2011
7 posts
“You mustn’t be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling.”
– (via shanayz)
/rant
So, I love it when a guys meet a girl,& they automatically assume that she wants to get into a relationship. Then, it turns out, the guy is more attached the idea than she is. But what I love even more is when the guy speaks up first about relationships then starts throwing out all these bullshit excuses..
OK, FIRST OF ALL, you must clearly were ready for one if you really thought about it to...
Roses
So lately, I’ve been getting a lot of two cents from my family about being single. I came to the family christmas party, and my uncle somehow assumed that I was bringing a significant other this year. I mean, I know its been a while, but I don’t get what’s so wrong with being single. Now, everyone automatically assumes that something is wrong with me, concluding reasons as to why...
Domino Effect
Seriously? I feel like it was all too good to be true. If one domino falls, the rest do. It just amazes me at the fact that I see it all coming down, one by one, and I can’t do anything about it. Im not really looking forward to anything for the rest of this year. Being the negative nancy that I am, I really do appreciate all that has been here for me. If anything, just being with you guys...
Man, what am I getting myself into…
November 2011
8 posts
Holidays
As happy as the holidays make me, I tend to get sad as well. I’ve been single for the past 2 years, so thats 2 years of not being able to cuddle with someone on a cold night with a movie on, 2 years of not going ice skating, decorating christmas tree’s, and going to christmas in the park with. Everyone always tells me that the holidays isn’t even about having a significant other,...
Home away from home
Majority of my friends know that Sacramento is my home away from home. Since all my family reside here, I’m always in and out of this city. This weekend was much needed though. In my previous blog, I also said that, but for some reason, I haven’t had a weekend like this well, ever. There’s just a point in time where you just want to be yourself around the people that feel most...
Hunits hunits hunits
Rack city bitch, rack rack city bitch. Tonight was much needed. You know those nights that aren’t suppose to happen, but they happen anyways and you end up having an awesome time? I kind of realized how blessed I am to meet people who actually trust me, to tell me anything they want, knowing I won’t judge. I won’t lie, it makes me feel special and that only makes me appreciate...
Cosmic Gate Countdown & EDC diet starts today
I have seriously lost my feminine touch to relationships. I cannot handle a guy being corny around me because I just find it really child-ish. Even when I meet someone I think I’m interested or someone that can actually prove me wrong, I’m wrong. Im so tired of wearing the pants. Im girly-deprived as it is, why the hell should I have to deal with these types of guys? Its either...
October 2011
8 posts
Im not gonna lie, you still pop up in my head from time to time. Although it was a very short acquaintance we encountered with each other, Im kinda glad we met. Going to these functions automatically reminds me of you. Yes, I’m way over it, but I really appreciated all you did for me? I honestly don’t believe I would have ever appreciated all of THIS if it weren’t for you. I had...
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Loveyoutoobbygrl<3
September 2011
3 posts
Whats gucci my n*gga, what's Louis my killa, whats...
School has started, but summer is still in the air. I kid you not. I made myself believe that once school started, I would be back on my grind. Although Im not going out as much during the week, every weekend of my months are already planned. There really isn’t much time to do anything else now a days. Just study, eat, sleep and work. And since my weekends are planned, I feel as if its not...
August 2011
8 posts
I know its good to have an agenda sometimes, but I feel as if I’ve distanced myself from a lot of my other friends because of this. Because I only have 3 days off a week, Ive been planning my days off weeks ahead. And this sucks cause then there are some of the friends that randomly hit me up that I do want to see and hang out with but now Im one of those that always says, “Sorry, Im...
Don’t get mad when a girl cares too much, worry...
(via eijnebmarie, anakinn)
raccamyworld:
I don’t even know the words to describe my mood lately. I just know that it’s a waste of time to feel like this.
Words don't mean shit if your actions contradict.
Me: I miss EDC
Viet: I miss you too...
Me: What?
Viet: WOW, nvm then!
Me: HAHAHA
Viet: At least I made you smile.
: )
July 2011
26 posts
it's just annoying..
frankocean:
facepalm. legit facepalm.
Aint nothing sexier than a person with their mind...
Not gonna lie, the only reason why some sets from edc are on my sleeping playlist is so I can not think of you, and just remember about all the great and fun times I had at edc. I can’t lie to myself and say I wont get attached… cause I will. I try to find the good in everyone and YOU WERE SO close although there are so many wrong things about you. But Im kinda glad I didn’t talk...
Me: Im going to be a cave dweller.
Baotri: whats that?
Me: When you kinda just stay in and stay in your cave, and not hang out with anyone.
Baotri: You can't do that.
Me: why does no one believe me!? WHY!?
Baotri: you cant do it unless your cave is outside.
Me: -____-
Curtis: Yeah, Annie, you're not capable of NOT talking to your friends. Its impossible.
You can't make the same mistake twice. The second...
